Tears and Rain- James Blunt

I wish I could surrender my soul;
Shed the clothes that become my skin;
See a liar that burns within my needing.
How I wish I'd chosen darkness from cold.
How I wish I'd screamed out loud,
Instead I've found no meaning.

I guess it's time I run far, far away; find comfort in pain,
All pleasure's the same: it just keeps me from trouble.
Hides my true shape, like Dorian Gray.
I've heard what they say, but I'm not here for trouble.
It's more than just words: it's just tears and rain.

I wish I could walk through the doors of my mind;
Hold memory close at hand,
Help me understand the years.
I wish I could choose between Heaven and Hell.
I wish I would save my soul.
I'm so cold from fear.

I guess it's time I run far, far away; find comfort in pain,
All pleasure's the same: it just keeps me from trouble.
Hides my true shape, like Dorian Gray.
I've heard what they say, but I'm not here for trouble.
Far, far away; find comfort in pain.
All pleasure's the same: it just keeps me from trouble.
It's more than just words: it's just tears and rain.

Tears and rain
Far, Far away;find comfort in pain
All pleasures the same: it just keeps me from trouble
Its more than just words; its just tears and rain

i can't stop listening to this song.
did i mention the time when i was with val, sel they all, and this man stuffed a bible college brouchure into my face?
i said it then, i still think so now. i must have looked like i desperately needed saving.
owells.
IAC is finally over!!!
coming up next. soc psych journal 2 (aH), radio capsule, 10 minute speech, proposal essay.
i feel so screwed. danny boey said i have to record my song into a CD. and the sound lab. men said its not possible to use ProTools, AND the darn windows sound recorder on everybody's laptop can only record up to one minute. this sucks.
i'm really nervous about playing and singing my own song. really, really nervous. i have this nagging feeling that i'll mess up the plucking.
SELF-FULFILLING PROPHECY HUH.
:S
its this friday. 2 more days to rehearse, atop all my other work.
please wish me luck. pray if you can.
:S

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